feeling sad.

just now almost cry because i cant help my mother.just now my mom cried because of some problems. I am definely feeling sad........I want to protect my family but somehow is out of my ability.

waiting for report ...

sound like gonna die le .....haha..NOPE ..TOuch wood.


Tomorrow my report of testing H.Pylori will be released. Haha......Actually i have asked my friends which studied medical course , they told me no worry , if i am really attacked by this bacteria , it is not a big matter. Haha...
I'm getting better after eating antibiotic ( cost RM 160) ..this is the 1st time i take expensive medicine.haha





------due to blood testing ..Aduhhhh....sakit.

BLOg vs Diary

hihi...again i am here to write down sth....eiiii? i am addicted to write blog already.Last time i told myself i won't write blog because it is really a privacy and shouldn't be read by public . But after sometimes and at the same time, Anne told me that writting blog can improve English and also Sharing problems/feelings with other is quite a good way to release tension/ stress. Let me compared difference betweens Diary and Blog: ( perhaps you know already) haha



COMPARED TO DIARY:

1. Blog can upload pictures (this attract me to continue to write my blog, because i just can write down my feelings on diary, sometimes i even have rto thinking back the picture of some sweet memory....)


2. Blog can be decorated colourfully.


3. Blog is reading publishly. Sometimes i do feel unsecure that my diary being read by someone. I have been experienced once time. I left my diary on a guy's car( the guy that has a crush on me but i don like him, i remembered that i got write something about him) OMG...HAhahaha...


4. ...........

But one thing is i don really write down my true feelings here( only 65%true feelings ) hehehe.



P/S: So far i have more than 10 books of diary ( but i just got read back few times only)