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I wan to be like YOU ....

I wan to be like YOU. Free of : Unhappiness, Stubborness, Impatience, Jealousy

Happie now as lastly we no longer have gap each other. All the problem is started from me actually :). Now no more already as i could control my tempered......LOL..

One task for me right now: Learn to control my emotion.

p/s : ( My Horoscope for today quite match with my condition today ) :)http://www.astrocenter.com/us/Default.aspx?sign=10

Decided NOT to Move Blog

I have hestitated want to move my blog here to a new blog or not . The reason i want to move is because i found that my blog is so messy and no interesting to read , and the english writting is so weak compared to others. Added, the story that i wrote is so messy too.( i write it faster ~qin cai) ......

Therefore i go read Nuffnang creator, Ming's blog. Ermm...I think i no need to move my blog already ( I also don't why ) . So , i maintain my blog here ...more stories to go.

Do you have Past tense?

Normally the first website i go is Facebook , but today, the 1st website i am going to is Blog. Don't know why i feel to write something here.

I am just came back from lab. Thi morning, i have my 1st paper which is Virology. During this period, i have struggled hard to concentrate on studying. Nonetheless, something counted as 'trivial matter' ( maybe for other people) , but for me , really have some bad impact on me.

I don't know where to start from. What i want to express/advise here is: People, don't be too stubborn of past tense. You get what i meant?

Past tense, could be link do what have you done for the past year or your HISTORY for past tense. Personally, i am kinda selfish. I do mind your past tense ( either you are my friends or someone close) but i don't hope you mind about my past tense ( as i think i am doing the right thing) ---Isn't sound SELFISH ? hehe...

Sigh sigh sigh.....I just hope i can be open-minded about your past tense, don't too over mind of it, or else everytime it will become one of the obstacle/problem ( It is torturing ~)

Now, i just want to : haiz. hiaz.haiz...................................

Okie la, feeling tired and sleepy here , later need to go lab again .

Jesz

today is 15 october

actually i am totally forgot this day is someone birthday .....but somehow i received a called late at midnight from a 2 years not meet nice person , made me thinking me back the time talked with him/ hang out with ...feeling sad as he is stilll waiting for me. Nway, that one is past tense...

i am super tired , doin at lab today ....extremely tired of doing FTIR, lotsa sampel for me to finish ........

tired

i am tired right now, though talking with dear now through skype....
I am now just very worry with my FYP, every body has started especially chinese. Today heard my friends said they will go to lab this coming Saturday to do lab....:) seriously, i am kinda worry, as my latest experimental design haven past to Dr. Aidil. i am really worry ...
just blessed that my e. design can be checked by him and agreed by him...

FYP

omg.....this semester , for everyone is really a busy year, i am now can understand that why our previous seniors said final year is a busy year, and amount of tears...I could really realised it after i am starting my FYP.

OMG.....i thought i can really handle with this project easily, as i have experienced dealing with fermentation during my practical at USM. Who knows....

i am getting hate Science subject, am 've regreted to chose this subject, if i were given a chance i won't longer take this subject, instead i will choose field like mass com. I think i more suitable in that area , my personality also suit that field.

besides dealing with lab progress , many problems i have faced too, included people ......


stories more to go since starting FYP ....

time flies

now already 24 jun.......8 days left.....hahamix feeelings....reluctant to go bac to ukm, cuz i am embarrassed to go bac as my result sucks like hell. sob sob sob....
and happie cuz no longer hav internship at usm , lol.......
now is lunch time , and i go bac to uheight....

satisfy that finally i can swim in the deep of the swimming pool but wonder swimming can make me slim?

yeah, just now , i went for swimming as usual , finally , eventually ..i can swim in the deep of the swim. feeling satisfy. But , but i wonder swimming will make me slim or not? will ?
i still don't know the answer...

i am An AIESECer????

Just now i checked email:
Dear Diana, Do you mean LC UKM had rejected your EP for a DT internship?For your information, Chao Wei Jie is not longer in the ICX team. Therefore I am not sure your EP communicate with who for which Tn.This is sent by Jethan.
Frankly, when he mentioned the words Chao wei jie is no longer in icx team..i am pretty sad and feel i cant achieve what i plan to do .....i plan to join in icx team, communicate and know more experienced other aiesecr all over the world . I even plan to join exchange to oversez....
my dreams to go abroad and explore seem has demisnished.
Isnt i have the chance to join back to AIESEC, i think i am not longer a reliable person , as i fail to achive my responsibilies.
i have dissappointed Jethan, my icx team vp and many aiesecers seniors.....
i really wish to say sorry to them, as i always a deligent and keen to learn aiesecer. but i fail to admit that i am AN AIESECER.....SOBsobbb.....

i still have the chance to join exchange programme to oversea next year 2010.?????
i am really dono......but i wish to ~~~`

AV~~

First time watch AV...~~~WAHHAHA......meant i am adult le , an outdated adult , lol...haha. At least ..i know what is called PORNO ....

sampling every 12 hours, HUH?

yo.....scare me weiii....when kak kak master told me that i need to come every 12 hours to do sampling ( transfer culture of bacteria to 21 eppendorf tubes) SWEAT~~~~....

so i need to come during midnight?

OMG....it is scary for me ...haha

after sit down and planning....i plan to do sampling at 830 , so i need to go to lab morning and night le next monday 8june 09. hehe~~~~

after sHAVE ~~lol

After shaving , handsome hahahaha..

before

First time see dear's look without moustache...hehe...bit not used to it ..LOl.

life ot working .....is ZzzzZZ.....

finally i can swim frogstyle....i am damn happie ..~

lol...life of working at lab at USM is boring....i am tired because of too boring not because of too busy ...2 weeks training at lab has just over.....i learned something at least. But one thing i get is , nex time i think i wont choose this job , dealing with labs everyday..i will get crazy~I will not further master in Microbiology or any course related to science research. of course i know doing research is challenging....but i think i will more interested in another ...work at lab is not my cup to tea , lol.

Luckily i get to go for swimming everyday at U-height, place where i stay currently. There is the one of the powerto push me to finish a day job .....

overdue blog....OMG..

realised that ...i need to write down what is memorable for me , ...or else .......OMG...like just now..tired of recollecting and writing down what had impressed me .......therefore no more OVERDUE BLOG from today onwards. haha..Good night....

Unbelievable..... YOU and ME ...

Thinking back last April.....it is seem like a crazy and extreme suprise month for me ....It happened on me so fast , that i couldn't accept. Till now, i am quite used to it ........that i have a boy friend eventually....can say eventually ? sound like i am desperate to have a boy friend? Of course , NOPE. I am very clear and know what am i doing . Some of my friends saying that I am quite a rational ppl, and i am realised it as well.
I just couldn't believe that i can accept him so fast, without knowing each other more, and can not face to face to confessed..LOL.When i accept him, my close friends very shocked and asking me lotsa questions ..clara asked me why Wei Xung chased and waited me for more than a year , but maybe this means that my TRUE LOVE , has come. He is my Boy friend that i set as my future partner ......

But, but...i think most importantly is Feeling. Of course i have feeling to him at the same time.

recollecting how i know him .....the time to meet him really can count.. First time, is during last year Pesta Ang Pow . We met while we bought ' zheng zhu nai cha' . Then we din't meet till March 2009, during New Tune Performance on 26 March 2009. Hhee..know what, i always tell jokes to my friends saying that i want to break UKM score after become emcee for New Tune, i am just joking only, and mulut gadai , so always say i hope after become emcee, i will be known by many ppl and scored by ppl...wakkkaakka....of course i am just kidding la....LOL...
Mana tao .....really dreams come true....i really get a nice and suitable boy friend after that event.hehe......i will love him as much as i love myself ge la..hehe.....

Unforgetable to be EMCEE for New Tune Performance 12 on 260309

Hair Cut -make difference

I am quite ...dono how to describe my feelings , just if i were given a chance again , i won't cut my hair. I will keep my hair long as i look more confidence in long hair and pretty in long hair...now i have cut hair......only can waiting for my hair to loong..............



After cut my long hair....

From left side

this pictrure is quite weird , don like me ....

long hair look( Left)

short hair look ( right)

Conclusion: I perfer my long hair look, more pretty ( many ppl also say that i look better in long hair) . Realy? BUt i remembered one of my friend say , if i am confidence what i have now, ( physically appearance) then i can loook better.....

Hutang Blog

Oh....i have a lots to write here..more topics to write down ...but due to ( my time management is so bad ) that i cant arrange my time well, so i always give an excuse by saying that i am busy till no time to write blog( even there are many blank pages in my Diary)..oh....no no......

Recently i m very busy with New Tune. NTLP12 is coming soon , next week (260309). This is my first time i take over the EMcee role. I could forsee it is really a nice experience but ....I am the easy nervous person.so ...

Yesterday is my 3rd rehearsal i could perform better compared to last 2 rehearsal, very nervous.

At the same time, i am worry my studies as well, as i really no time to study . .....I need to handle my time very well.....Bless me ..!

worry about studies

i feel want to write down here...i started to feel worry already ! This sem,i think is a tough sem to me. Thinking back yesterday, i have failed my lab,because i cant get the desired/ the result that i supposed to get. It is really frustrating !I have a feel that i am not really suitable to study science! But what to do?i am now in the halfway of my courses, going to have my internship somemore soon. What i can do is : accept...
ok la.....don talk too much. Now need to do the sucking report that need to pass up this coming thursday!